I had a dream that I was crying. I woke up and tried to figure out want I was dreaming about. I couldn't fall back to slept, so I decide to study. But the dream really bother me. So my girlfriend asked me to ride to Cocoa Beach with her for a couple of hours on the beach. As I got ready I notice that my eyes were very red, like I had been crying a long time. I hurried up and put some eye drops in my eyes so she wouldn't notice them. when she arrived I was already wearing my shades.  It was a nice breeze blowing, so it helped the 98 degrees weather. I went into the water for about a half of hour, letting the waves hit me. The water was nice and warm. When I got back from the water I noticed that I had a miss call from my cousin, asking me how was I doing. She began to say that she had a dream about me crying also, and that was why she was checking up on me.  Someone told me something at church yesterday that really took me for a loop. I thought  now maybe that was on my mind more that I thought. The news was very shocking, but I thought I handled it well in front of the person who told me the news. Well now it for sure that I didn't. Because I can't get it off of my mind.

What a wedding!!

Well last week I got rid of a daughter and gained a son. I have always wanted a son. I am happy that she found her Boaz. Yes, he is truly the man for her. They had a small ceremony at the lake in Maitland. This is where he grew up at so this meant something special to him. She wanted to invite just her family, and that was fine, because she wants to have a big reception at a later date. My daughter didn't want us to do anything, other then being there. So it rained at noon, and that was the time of her wedding. We waited until the rain stopped and as she walked down the sidewalk everybody was standing up, because they were tired of sitting. My daughter was mad because we were standing up and not sitting. Well this was not told to us, and we were wondering why we wasn't sitting down. People started to take pictures and video's. My daughter told people to not post any pictures of her wedding because she wanted to see all the pictures first. Well the bottom line was she told people it was a private wedding and she didn't want people to know that other people was there.
  So we where not able to show the pictures of this beautiful wedding, because we were not there.

New Family Member


I got a new son last week. Yes one of my daughters got married. I had two daughters and no sons.
But I do have all grandsons, but there is nothing like a son. He already doings things for me, and spoiling me. This is good, because my grandsons always looking for something in return, but not my son-in-law. We have so much in common, we both go to school and like the same candies. He comes to me and have talks about my daughter, and that's fine with me. I do not  cover up for my daughter, because she is not perfect. But if  I could help him understand her better, I'm all for that.


We love to play games and tell jokes, so family nite is fun with him playing with us. The men out number the women, but we give them a run for there money. They have to bet us pretty bad before we give up.

My Move

Last week was a long week, being sick did not help my situation at all. I moved on the 4th of July to my new place. Yes my first home in Florida is very nice. Palm trees in my front yard makes it feel like home. I don't like to move around so this will be my house for a long time. I started my first outing of shopping, in all that rain on Saturday. I was soaring wet, even with a umbrella.I brought a lot of things and then took them back. So back to the drawing board. I think I will just put all my things away first and then decide on what I need. That would be make things easy to look for new items. You never realize how much stuff you have until you have to move it. I was trying to see how in the world my room held this stuff. I gave away a lot of things to make room for some new things. Well I better get some extra keys for my family to have at this rate that I am going, I 'm bound to lose my keys too. My daughter is getting marry this week also. My life is always so busy. I guess life never slows down. You have to be always ready for something.